Pointing Dogs

Ahh the only time I've had a chance to write a blog is at 11pm on a sunday when i have basketball at 8am on the next day. WOW. Have you ever had those times when you're just so overwhelmed that you just don't know when you'll have time to do anything? I'm sure you have. Like i have a midterm starting this tuesday, going until thursday, a basketball game everyday this week, and allcounty on friday and saturday which in total is for thirteen hours :O. Crazy right? Yea. And that's not counting the time for homework, studying, and practicing, or lack there of. && have you ever had one of those times when you feel like everything's falling apart? But you're just so tired and fed up with everything, or everyone, that in a way you don't even care. I'm not at that place right now, but I have been, and if any of you are I just want you to know that time heals everything. It really does. But at the same time, it makes it worse. Life is really just one large rollarcoaster. With time everything gets better, but the longer you have a good thing, the sooner it'll become bad.
Sometimes I think that we all point fingers at people saying "You've changed", which yea, they probably have, but there will come a point when you just keeping pointing the finger at everyone else so much that you become dizzy from going in circles, and I think that's when we need to look at ourselves and think "Maybe I'm the one who's changing". I have to tell you something though, there's a certain event that's happend recently and it made me realize that everyone changes, whether for the good or for the bad, but we should change because we need to, not for someone else. Not to make someone else happy or to please them because sure, they'll be happy, but when you look at and re-evaluate yourself, you sure as hell won't be.
Thanks for those of you who are reading, and I know this has been rather short, but I hope to make up for it with this quote.

"You're like a three-legged dog that wants to hump. You have the instinct alright, but you just don't know how to do it." -Big Love