Happy New Year!

Heyy. I kind of started this blog before, but I've decided that I'm going to re-do this thing because I wasn't happy with where it was going. I don't really know how to start this, so I'm kinda just gonna speak from my heart.
Have you ever looked at an old picture of when you were really young and said to yourself "aww! I was the cutest baby ever! " or looked at a sock or shoe from when you were younger and just thought to yourself "how was i ever this tiny?". I think that's an amazing thing. Life, in general, is an amazing thing. Sometimes I think we take things for granted. I started watching this show called the Secret Millionare, and it really showed me how unfortunate some people are. Literally living on the streets with cancer and serious illnesses,making minimum wage to get something to eat and drink, god forbid if they need to go to chemo. I don't know, it just really encourages me to make a difference in the world. I really want to change millions of lives for the better. It's kind of crazy how fast the years pass though. On the same show, these people became millionares because they started buisnesses at the same age as i am! Fourteen years old. That's crazy because it kind of makes me think how much more i could have accomplished by this age. Ah the years are going by so fast now. I turn fifteen in 9 days (January 10th), and then what? Three years until I go off to college? That's crazy. I know that I'm not ready to leave yet, and I don't believe that most of you are either. I think it'll kind of be like we spent 17-19 years of our lives making our own little mark in our town/city, in our school, and our community, and then we're told to leave and go out into the real world? It's kind of like we are a somebody here, and then you go out into the real world, and you start back out as a little baby. I think that's kind of ironic.
I remember how looking at pictures from a few years back, I see such a change in my appearance and with who I am on the inside. I'm happy with whom I've become. HA it's probably the same for everyone, but I remember when I was younger I was determined that I was a star and an amazing, but undiscoved, talent, and I was just waiting to become discovered and famous. I remember that somedays I would go by windows and sing soo loud because I believed that one day a scout for a record company would just walk by and be so amazed by my voice that I would be signed immediately and make millions of dollars like I was supposed to, but I've grown up. I want to become a psychologist, either clinical or forensic, but I still love to sing. It'd be nice to do that for a living, but it's not something that I would like to do while raising a family. I also remember something else that stemmed from when I was younger. I believed that screaming from the top of a mountain would get rid of all of the stress that I have ever had. I still believe that actually, no matter how childish it seems.
Isn't it crazy how you can be so close with someone one year, and then the next year you don't even say hi to them in the hallway? I hate when that happens, but at the same time I appreciate those friends who have stuck with me through it all.
I know this was rather long, but this is probably the longest one i will ever write. Thanks for reading, and I'll probably update this weekly :) Please leave a comment if you read this.
Thank you <3>
&& I'll leave you with these two quotess...
"The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hard part is doing it."
-Unknown

AND

The strongest girl of them all isn't the one that falls hard for the boy
Or the one who's heart gets ripped to shreds
Or even the girl that's never loved at all
But the girl that goes back to the one that hurt her most.
-Zenobia